elevator to hainon

up fifty floors burning torch in hand a fleeing frenzy from/with mother candy packets red n glossy filled with lucy twelve hours each time never too intense a city in distress another appearance by miss margaret sophie many cigarettes first time outta country yknow ! in cahoots with myself - hovering episode mother sleepn open breezy windows air damp n warm it confuses makes her angry

kittenbirth

a state similar but filled with loved ones past most prominent miss margaret sophie n darlene but still alive ? grandpa faith larry sissy john jack wish to remember words but s'ok great to see her in state so confoosed need explanation beg mark awakuni-swetland for knowledge only words he spits, "just wait." left confused perhaps new space? old structure rotting wood small square space painted green just for me against brown not my own. birth to human? kitten? of mine, but named by another: "amelia yellow rose" then lost! need to name, but must first find! search searching wake UP sunful room, kitties kneading back